pre-t
heres the part where i inform you of many things i already had pre-T:
-happy trail, a small amount of Ass Hair, extremely thick hair on legs/thighs
i have an extremely neutral range voice and constant voice cracks to begin with. due to medical reasons(TM) i barely sweat and if i sweat its a dangerous sign i am close to fainting, am in a state of near-fainting, or otherwise heat exhaustion or needing to lay down NOW.
i am not super muscular but i have a decent amount from throwing around >50lb boxes at work regularly so theres that?
voice journey
monthly my immortal chapter reading to record vocal changes.
april 2025 (control)
may 2025
april 2025
week 1: started! there isnt much going on here so far.
week 2: i am so comedically bad at reading in the dingy darkness of my room so i keep, consistently, drawing between 2.0 and 2.6ml of t instead of the proper 2.5. we will see how long it takes me to actually get this down proper. anyways im getting a lot of voice cracks which was already a normal part of my life but these ones are actually coming at the expense of random high range! it is making me drink so much water which is actually very good lmao. ancedotally i also appear to be running a little bit warmer than usual this week, ive been able to function at work in a t shirt in the walk-in fridge sometimes which is interesting as its only like 60f currently
week 3: brother, i have managed to actually draw up 2.5ml of t this time. continue to be running warmer than previously! more fun voice things are happening, ive learned i actually dont know how to make my voice "loud" or "polite" without it going high pitched so abruptly at work now i go very quiet as my voice cracks nonstop.
week 4: i am now mastering drawing up 2.5ml of T consistently. im also learning i think i missed my calling doing shots. starting to get some patchy stubble in random spots which IS shocking me but it really shouldnt, i already had multiple small patches pre-T on my face i plucked regularly because i was like "please commit or gtfo". so i guess this bumped up replacing my rusting and garbage shaving setup that i previously didnt care about
may 2025
week 1: i have now mastered the draw of T, which is good! it might be helping that it's sunlight through my window now when i draw it up, though. hahah! oh my god in unexpected and confusing developments i appear to be gaining a small amount of height. i attributed the non-stop full body aches lately to allergies/general daily pain/etc but discovered recently at work that i suddenly have gained roughly half an inch of effective height. this is noticeable because it moves a few tasks from "need a stepstool" to "can do on my tiptoes" and i was baffled and shocked by this sudden development. more consistent voice cracks! i'm losing my pre-existing (and already dogshit) pre-T high singing range which makes sense, i was gonna need to completely relearn my ranges anyways.
